Friday, December 19, 2008
My Husband Rocks Fridays!!!
Friday, December 12, 2008
My Husband Rocks This Friday...
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Christmas Survey
2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree? Santa? who's that?
3. Colored lights on house/tree or white lights? white. always white.
4. Do you hang mistletoe? no, but that's a good idea. maybe next year.
5. When do you put your decorations up? the day after Thanksgiving (my favorite day of the year)
6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)? dressing, some people call it stuffing.
7. Favorite holiday memory as a child? probably the decorations.
8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? I think deep down, I always knew.
9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? yes
10. How do you decorate your tree? bulbs, lights and ornaments
11. Snow! Love it or dread it? never seen it really...... i've seen the little bit of sleet we get here in Texas, that's it.
12. Can you ice skate? yes. love it.
13. Do you remember your favorite gift? I love all gifts.
14. What is the most important thing about the holidays for you? being with family and seeing Jayden open gifts.
15. What is your favorite holiday dessert? my husbands pumpkin roll
16. What is your favorite holiday tradition? decorating the tree and the house the day after Thanksgiving and not a day later, Black Friday shopping, opening a gift Christmas Eve, and day after Christmas shopping. If you cant tell gifts is my love language.
17. What tops your Christmas tree? a star
18. Which do you prefer-giving or receiving? i love both.
19. What is your favorite Christmas song? I cant choose, I love them all.
20. Candy Canes- yuck or yum? eh.
21. What do you want for Christmas? I have a whole list if you really are interested????
22. Do you attend an annual Christmas party? usually at the church and my grandparents Christmas party.
23. Do you dress up on Christmas or wear PJs? PJs during family breakfast and presents. Then we will dress up before family dinner.
24. Do you own a Santa hat? no
25. Who do you normally spend Christmas with? Just Jonathan and Jayden and then this year we are starting the tradition of a Christmas Dinner that family is invited to.
I love Christmas!!!!!!!! :-)
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
.....but I love The Bachelor
1. No TV
2. No Music unless it is Christian
3. No Internet (unless used for work purposes)
4. 30 minute family devotional each day
5. Journal your experience
Okay well for most people, one or two of these will be hard for them and the others not so hard. Other than the Christian music thing because that's all I pretty much listen to anyways, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THESE WILL BE HARD FOR ME!!!!
30 minutes of a family devotional will be hard because we have never been able to even do 5 minutes. It might help that all the small groups have to start January 1 doing that bible in a year so I will have tons to read which will hopefully help with the 30 min. devotional thing.
I don't even know where to begin with the no TV rule. I don't feel that I am obsessed with the TV but when a particular show that I like is in season I don't want to miss an episode. I just got finished with Dancing With The Stars and I did not miss an episode.
I have been so excited because about 3 weeks ago, I found out that the all new season of The Bachelor kicks off January 5th. I am totally obsessed with this show no matter who the contestants are but this one is every so important because they pick Jason, the jilted bachelor from last seasons Bachelorette to be The Bachelor. Then about a week later I get the news of the January Challenge at church. One of the main things Pastor Phil said was that its all about doing what works for you. If you cant do one of the rules don't feel like you cant do any of the other challenges, just give it your best. Great, my out to do the challenge except for Wednesdays from 6-8 and still feel good about myself. Or so I thought.....
So last Monday I was getting very excited about The Bachelor because I had just seen a commercial about it and I was on my way to work so I figured I would call my best friend Danica and let her know that we were on for watching it together every week(we love gabbing about the show) and literally as I almost pushed the speed dial to call her a song came on. Now normally a song could have come on and I would have not even paid attention but this particular song is one of my favorites now so when given the chance to hear it I will usually stop what I am doing and turn it up to listen and sing along. Naturally I know the words to the song and what the song is about but little did I know that as I was singing a song that I had sung thousands of times before it would convict me in a whole new way.
I know that wordy blogs can sometimes be annoying but I really felt like this was a story I wanted to share and I could give you bits and pieces of the lyrics but I want to share the whole song with you:
Empty Me
by American Idol Contestant Chris Sligh
to see how it gets in the blood.
and I've tasted my share of the sweet life and the wild ride
and found a little is not quite enough.
i know how i can stray
and how fast my heart could change.
empty me of the selfishness inside
every vain ambition and the poison of my pride
and any foolish thing my heart holds to
lord empty me of me so i can be filled with you.
I've seen just enough of the quick buys of the best lies
to know how prodigals can be drawn away.
i know how i can stray
and how fast my heart could change.
empty me of the selfishness inside
every vain ambition and the poison of my pride
and any foolish thing my heart holds to
lord empty me of me so i can be filled with you.
cause everything is a lesser thing
compared to you, compared to you.
cause everything is a lesser thing
compared to you so why surrender all?
empty me of the selfishness inside
every vain ambition and the poison of my pride
empty me of the selfishness inside
every vain ambition and the poison of my pride
and any foolish thing my heart holds to
lord empty me of me so i can be
lord empty me of me so i can be filled with you.
oh, filled with you.
empty me.
That is it right there, its like BINGO, I get it. "and any foolish thing my heart holds to Lord empty me of me so I can be filled with you". The Bachelor is foolish as is anything on TV really. Foolishly, it is something my heart holds to and does not want to let go of. Do I want to be filled with The Bachelor or filled with God?? Easy answer for sure!! Why is it an easy answer?? Because "everything is a lesser thing compared to you".
I don't think any song could be a more perfect theme song for this challenge!! I am going to need serious prayer and accountability for the month of January. To be able to keep the commitment that I so badly do want to keep. I am going to keep my Journal online because its easier or me that on notepad. So I will get to share with you in my journey along the way. Thanks to everyone for listening to me ramble on and on.
Any comments??????
Friday, December 5, 2008
My Husband Rocks Fridays!!!
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Our Thanksgiving Holiday!!









All in all it was a wonderful trip but nothing beats being back home!!! Hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving.
Friday, November 28, 2008
My Husband Rocks this Holiday Friday.....
Friday, November 21, 2008
My Husband Rocks Fridays!!!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Our Dear Lucy 11/15/2004 - 11/20/2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Our Wonderful Sunday!!





Girls Day

Finally, some Halloween Weekend Pictures
Sunday, November 16, 2008

"Don't look at other people and envy them - look at them and think that perhaps they envy something about you. There is always something that you have that someone else doesn't."
Gal. 5:25 "Since this is the kind of life we have chosen, the life of the Spirit, let us make sure that we do not just hold it as an idea in our heads or a sentiment in our hearts, but work out its implications in every detail of our lives. That means we will not compare ourselves with each other as if one of us were better and another worse. We have far more interesting things to do with our lives. Each of us is an original."
Gal. 6:4 "Make a careful exploration of who you are and the work you have been given, and then sink yourself into that. Don't be impressed with yourself. Don't compare yourself with others. Each of you must take responsibility for doing the creative best you can with your own life."
Enjoy your day!
Jennifer
Friday, November 14, 2008
My Husband Rocks Fridays!!!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I should be ashamed of myself.......

When you are tempted to complain, remember you have much to be thankful for!
Luke 12:48b “…From everyone who has been given much, much will be demanded. And from the one trusted with much, much more will be expected.”
Forgive me!!!!
When It Rains It Pours!!!!!

Could today have gotten any worse!! I woke up not being able to get my day going the right way, I left late for work, did not realize till this morning that Jayden's tuition was due the day before so it was late. Then I got to work and broke a nail and my shoe and had to go at work all day barefoot. My dress shoes that I broke when tripping were the only pair I had so it felt like a really big deal when it happened. All of this might not seem like very much, but on an emotional morning, all of that happening within a span of one hour was just about more than I could take for the day.
Friday, November 7, 2008
Barak Oboma

I could not have said it any better than my old youth pastor Timmy Gibson......
I have been watching and feeling the vibe of people in America, both from the Republicans and Democrats and I must say there is a feeling I get that one group almost feels that Obama is the Christ (the anointed one to set us free from all our troubles) and the other group feels that Obama is the anti-Christ (the deceiver, who has come to overthrow all things good).
Both these extremes are just plain goofy if you ask me! Obama is neither the Christ or the anti-Christ! I think some of the religious crowd have read way too many of the Left Behind books and think that Obama is Nicoli Carpathia. And for those who feel that Obama is the Christ are putting their hope in the wrong thing (person), our hope should be in Jesus Christ, the ruler of all – the true deliverer! Our hope should never be in Government to fix all our woes … we should look to Christ.
So, I guess I am issuing a warning here to both groups:
Jeremiah 17:5-8
This is what the LORD says:"Cursed is the one who trusts in man,who depends on flesh for his strength and whose heart turns away from the LORD.He will be like a bush in the wastelands;he will not see prosperity when it comes.He will dwell in the parched places of the desert,in a salt land where no one lives."But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD,whose confidence is in him.He will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream.It does not fear when heat comes;its leaves are always green.It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit."
My Husband Rocks Fridays!!!
Friday, October 31, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008

Obama, McCain, at this point I just want it to be November 5th. Is that bad???? I am just sick and tired of it all!!!! Of course that does not mean I am not voting, of course I am, I am just still tired of all that goes with a presidential election. More than anything, with either one of these goof balls, we need Jesus Christ in 08!!
Monday, October 27, 2008
It might seem small!!!

For as long as I can remember I have always wanted a yard that had the perfect tree for me to do this to. We always drive past peoples yards and I beg Jonathan to let me do this one day.
Finally, we were able to do it. We went to Home Depot, picked out all the stuff and I was so excited!!! Of course once we got home and the work of actually digging up the grass in that whole entire 6 foot circumference of the tree kicked in I was wondering for a split second what in the world I was thinking. But playing in the dirt and planting the flowers was way more fun!!! I am just so happy!!!
Although we had some high winds today and the flowers did not seem too happy about that so I just have to hope that they will be able to revive and that it did not kill them for good. I am already thinking about the next little project I want to do. It is so exciting to have a yard!!
Menu Planning Monday
Friday, October 24, 2008
My Husband Rocks Fridays!!!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
loving my new job!!!!
Monday, October 20, 2008
New Beginnings......
I cant imagine not being around Jayden all day and loving on her, kissing on her, reading books, going for walks. How will I let go of that part of my life???? I have never been away from her like this. She starts first grade in 2 years and I wanted to savor these next two years as much as I can and spend as much time with her as possible and now I won't have all the time I thought I would have. Okay, now I am really started to scare myself and make myself VERY nervous so I am going to go to bed and hope for the best. I work tomorrow from 9-4. If you read this blog before or during those times, please pray for me. Please pray that God will give me a calm spirit and help me to not think about Jayden and everything I am possibly missing and that someone else is getting to see with her. Help bring to remembrance all the things I need for this job. Pray that his hand is over me as I embark on this new part of my life because I have so many emotions running through me right now its almost more than my heart can handle.
Q10

I got to use my Q10 among many other letters but as much as I LOVE Scrabble I can never win no matter how hard I try. Not only can I not win but I can not even stay within 100 points of people, especially my husband who is some sort of scrabble aficionado but tonight I beat him!!! That's right, I beat him!!!!! I may never do it again but for tonight, victory never tasted so sweet!!!!!!!
Monday Menu Planning

Turkey Spaghetti
Garlic Bread
Veggies
Tuesday
Hamburgers
French Fries
Wednesday
Leftovers
Thursday
Tacos
Spanish Rice
Friday
eating at a friends house!!
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Happy Birthday!!!!!!
Saturday, October 18, 2008
motivation....
1. sweep all tile flooring
2. mop all tile flooring
3. clean the kitchen
4. clean up toy room
5. clean up master bedroom
6. clean both bathrooms
7. vacuum all carpet area
8. dust
9. Windex
10. bake brownies
11. bake french fries
12. bake the beans
13. get all the fixings together for the hamburgers
14. Set up the table and chairs outside
15. Finish hanging the lights outside
16. set up the table with all the food on it
17. weed eat some of the weeds in the back yard
Now my really big problem is that I cannot do #14, #15 or #17 without Jonathan. These are the things that will take the longest and the things I am stressing about the most. What would really help is if I could do the things by myself but I don't think that is realistic. They are simply things that would be too hard for me to do on my own. Jonathan is in Bastrop today but will hopefully be home by 1 so that he will have an hour to do some of the things. But if not, I will have him for like an hour and a half before we need to be ready for people to start showing up. I hate being stressed last minute or still putting stuff together when people are arriving. But I am afraid that is whats going to happen.
I guess I should save #10-13 till the last hour before people show up so that it will be fresh and ready to go and then I can put all the food out right before people start getting here.
I really need some help, or direction. This is when I wish my mom was here, she would give me the order I should do stuff and she would be over here helping. But nobody is here so I guess I need to figure it out on my own. Even now, I should be starting my list instead of blogging about it. Okay, seriously I am going to get to work.
Friday, October 17, 2008
My Husband Rocks Fridays!!!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Wednesday is a wonderful refuel.....
Jayden LOVES AWANAS, she looks forward to it every week and tonight, she earned her vest. So from this point on, she will start getting her patches. What a big girl she is, learning memory verses. While Jayden is at AWANAS, we are at small group a couple of streets down for that hour and a half and can I just say what a blessing it is. Tonight was actually our first Wed. and I cannot wait for all the other Wed. to come. It has been 5 years since we belonged to a small group and we have actually checked out a couple here and there and neither one of us felt comfortable. This one, is a match from the beginning!!!! It feels safe and comfortable there and I am not one to feel comfortable talking in crowds. Now if I can only get my husband to actually commit to be there, it will be great. Its funny how a simple hour and half away from children, with adults, and in Gods word can just give you that little jolt you need for the rest of the week. To the people in my small group, thanks for being invaluable!!
I think the words to this song I use to sing when I was a little girls says it all:
"There’s a sweet, sweet Spirit in this place
And I know that it’s the Spirit of the Lord
There are sweet expressions on each face
And I know they feel the presence of the Lord
Sweet Holy Spirit... sweet heavenly dove...
Stay right here with us
Filling us with Your love
And for these blessings
We lift our hearts in praise
Without a doubt we know
That we’ll have been revived
When we shall leave this place"
another sleepless night!!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Is it just wishful thinking????????????
first thoughts early in the morning.......
Every vain ambition and the poison of my pride
And any foolish thing my heart holds to
Lord empty me of me so I can be filled with you.
A prayer offered up in faith will restore the one who is sick...... James 5:15
But this past week, two things happened:
1. We were moving and though it is no excuse and I cant help but think its my fault. I just got off schedule of making sure she took them everyday
2. She just had a bad bought of a stomach virus that the pharmacist said could leave her with some cankers due to the acidity she had when she was throwing up.
one or both of these I am guessing is the cause for two cankers in her mouth right now, one being the inside corner and about the size of my pinkie nail. It is so painful for her she can hardly swallow her own spit much less anything else. Its the kind of canker that simply throbs no matter what you do.
Last night was sleepless and she would wake up every hour moaning and discomforted by all the pain. This morning she got a few hours of sleep and then the rest of the day was accompanied by pain and no food and several random sips of milk. So, this afternoon I went to the pharmacist at HEB who told me about a over the counter medicine that I should try. When I got home she laid down on the couch and amazingly enough fell asleep for about 2 hours. When she woke up the pain was worse than ever and her cheek actually looked swollen and her lips dried and cracked from her lack of moving them and liquid inside her so I forced her to let me put this medicine on her sore. She was irate and screamed bloody murder but I guess it worked because she continued to sleep and then woke up in wonderful spirits and had 2 bowls of ice cream (I know, I am a horrible parent) and for the first time in two days she was in wonderful spirits and pain free.
The only downside was the almost 5 hour nap she took in the evening time. So here we are up till 11:45 playing because she cannot sleep. When I realized it was getting close to midnight and the medicine would be wearing off soon I told her to brush our teeth. For the first time in two days she let me get over and brush her teeth on that side of her mouth for like 2 seconds and then I could tell the pain was coming back, SO......... we went through the irate screaming one more time, I put the medicine on and then I drew a warm bath and bathed her, washed her hair and loved on her in the tub. I got her out put her jammies on, put her in bed and I don't think she stayed awake even a minute after that.
Now its 12:40am and I am so exhausted but more than anything I ache for my little girl. A three year old should not experience theses kinds of cankers. I hope it is nothing other than the side effects of her being sick and having that flu. I have prayed for her every night for the past two nights that God would take her pain away because I knew that He could and because He loves her more than Jonathan or I could love her. I wish he had chosen to take her pain away.
Faith is where I ALWAYS struggle. Its plain and simple, I don't have faith most of the time. I try to but deep down I guess a lot of times I don't feel he will answer my prayers. I take them to God already assuming He wont answer them and I know that's wrong. I know God says to ask in "faith" without any doubting but I think I ask things and pray for things already doubting and I don't even realize its my attitude. I need so much help in the area of faith. How do I build that up??
Psalm 46:10 says "Be still and know that I am God." STILL ... what a simple concept and one I can not seem to accomplish.
Monday, October 13, 2008
First week of Menu Planning Monday

Bacon wrapped fillets
Mashed Potatoes
steamed veggies (carrots, broccoli and cauliflower)
Garlic bread
Chocolate chip cookies
Tuesday
Ground turkey spaghetti
Steamed veggies (corn and green beans)
Garlic bread
dessert
Wednesday
is always leftovers or something quick because it is AWANAS and small group night
Thursday
Beef Tacos
rice and beans
dessert
Friday
Is Jayden's fall festival at school and I luck out on cooking because we are eating there.
I totally went for easy this week as I am easing myself back into the mode of things.... but hopefully by putting it out there for all to see, it is giving me a level of accountability!
Thursday, October 9, 2008
In the mood to ponder on the things that make me happy!!
So ...
Things that make me happy ...
1. the moment that the sun breaks on a winters day
2. when a sleepy little girl wants a back scratch
3. making my husband a lunch that I know will fill his stomach, reduce the stress on his wallet and contains something he wasn't expecting
4. phone calls that stretch across states and connect hearts (even if face to face would make me happier)
5. that feeling following prayer when you've purged your heart and a weight has been lifted
6. dinner and coffee with friends
7. FALL ... finally, my sweatshirts are able to make an appearance
8. hot chocolate with my husband
9. friends who share laughter and tears
10. laundry that is done, folded and put away
11. cold sheets occupied by warm hearts
12. the promise of a date with my husband
13. music that leads me into worship, even if I'm cleaning the toilet
14. "light bulb moments" when we're trying to learn a new skill
15. people who want to be known
16. Christmas season
17. hot soup and warm bread (yes, even I like the occasional soup)
18. the feeling I get when house guests are about to arrive for a night of dinner and games- it's the same feeling that I used to get when I was young and trying to go to sleep before Christmas morning ... I just love preparing to have people over
19. knowing that I've helped someone
20. driving nowhere with Jonathan
21. camping!! I cannot wait to experience it in the fall
22. knowing my husband is coming home
23. completing a project (why don't I do this more if I like it so much ... hmmm)
24. did I mention Christmas???
25. the memory of the ocean crashing against the beach ...someday I could live in Cali again
26. baked sweet potatoes.... what the heck, the whole Thanksgiving meal!!
27. New kitchen appliances, they just make me giddy
28. new tennis shoes (New Balance please)
29. books that captivate me for a time
30. my new brownie recipe ... I think it's about time for a batch!
Snapshots Into My Life
So the rules to Snapshots Into My Life are simple. You just take pictures of what it asks you to the minute you want to do this. No fixing anything, no staging anything, just candid pictures.
Favorite Destination is Cozumel Mexico! I don't know if I will ever be able to go back to this place but it was the first real vacation we ever took as a family. It was one of the most enjoyable 10 days I have ever had.















The End!!