Its very simple.........

my husband rocks Fridays because he is taking me camping this weekend!!!!

Obama, McCain, at this point I just want it to be November 5th. Is that bad???? I am just sick and tired of it all!!!! Of course that does not mean I am not voting, of course I am, I am just still tired of all that goes with a presidential election. More than anything, with either one of these goof balls, we need Jesus Christ in 08!!

It might seem small!!!

For as long as I can remember I have always wanted a yard that had the perfect tree for me to do this to. We always drive past peoples yards and I beg Jonathan to let me do this one day.
Finally, we were able to do it. We went to Home Depot, picked out all the stuff and I was so excited!!! Of course once we got home and the work of actually digging up the grass in that whole entire 6 foot circumference of the tree kicked in I was wondering for a split second what in the world I was thinking. But playing in the dirt and planting the flowers was way more fun!!! I am just so happy!!!
Although we had some high winds today and the flowers did not seem too happy about that so I just have to hope that they will be able to revive and that it did not kill them for good. I am already thinking about the next little project I want to do. It is so exciting to have a yard!!

Menu Planning Monday

Monday

Lasagna
Garlic Bread
Corn/Green beans
Salad

Tuesday
Chicken breasts
rice
cream gravy
veggies

Wednesday
church night

Thursday night
Chicken Parmesan
Garlic Bread
Veggies
Salad

Friday night
WE ARE CAMPING!!!

There we go, at least I did something!!

My Husband Rocks Fridays!!!

My husband rocks this Friday because he was so supportive as I started my first week of work. He also rocks this Friday because he played games with me, spent extra time with me, and rubbed my back Wed. night when I was sick. I love my man!!!!!

loving my new job!!!!

Thank you so much to all of you that have been praying for me the last few days. I love my new job!! It is everything I hoped it would be and a perfect fit to my personality. Tomorrow will be the first day that I take Jayden with me so I guess we will see how that goes. I will keep everyone updated but so far, its a perfect match!!

New Beginnings......

Well tomorrow I start my first job since I was 8 months pregnant which was almost 4 years ago. I am happy, excited, nervous and scared. What if I don't do as good of a job as someone who has not been away from the work place for so long?? What if I forget how some things are done??? What if something happens to Jayden and they get mad because I have to leave???? There are just so many questions running through my head and I always think the worst of things, actually the worst of myself. I really want to help contribute to our family and help lighten Jonathan's load. I want so badly for this job to work and I want so badly for them to like me, but what if they don't???? What if it takes me too long to catch on?????
I cant imagine not being around Jayden all day and loving on her, kissing on her, reading books, going for walks. How will I let go of that part of my life???? I have never been away from her like this. She starts first grade in 2 years and I wanted to savor these next two years as much as I can and spend as much time with her as possible and now I won't have all the time I thought I would have. Okay, now I am really started to scare myself and make myself VERY nervous so I am going to go to bed and hope for the best. I work tomorrow from 9-4. If you read this blog before or during those times, please pray for me. Please pray that God will give me a calm spirit and help me to not think about Jayden and everything I am possibly missing and that someone else is getting to see with her. Help bring to remembrance all the things I need for this job. Pray that his hand is over me as I embark on this new part of my life because I have so many emotions running through me right now its almost more than my heart can handle.